Marisa Frasca
Sonnet: a moment’s monument
This ancient house contains the clamor of thoughts.
I’m the architect framing consciousness in a box
while holed-up in the year of deadly viruses
running at sensational speed around the world.
Now wake, sleep, knead dough for sourdough bread.
I’ve grown listless with repetition. This is what I have
— the good cup of domesticity, and windows
cracked open for a cross-breeze to repel the mold.
The moon is fourteen days of waxing and waning.
I look inward/outward to form a sonnet, famous
for endurance as the poets say. Who can endure
each day without expression? Words that speak of
grief have often failed me. Here is ground. A visual field.
A moment’s monument for my dead among the roses.
Deep winter
Overnight, little ice islands formed on the bay.
Lulled by waves they appear to be dancing.
I should be dazzled, grateful for my picture window,
the wide view, my head bathed in clear morning light.
I watch an unleashed dog run in sand, a man in
yellow raingear lags behind, absorbed in his stride,
maybe dragging his heart. Yesterday, I might have
walked the stretch of beach to start a conversation.
Look at that! Isn’t the bay glorious this morning?
I might have shaken the man’s hand, wished him
peace. Today I have few thoughts of fellowship
between men and women or women and nature
or women and our dreams. My mind seems set on
playing games. Why not a leisurely walk on water
or quick hop — one island then another, and how near
I come to being an arctic bird with rainbow beak.
Birds know nothing about people killing each other,
armies built-up for greater might, bombs blasting
and burning those already reduced to ashes
in the dark and dawning hours. Sky a black painting.
To speak of clear mornings and a glorious bay
full of surprises is almost a crime. My fantastical bird
only knows to rest on ice and wants to fly its buoyant
wings out of the world of carnage. Our blood-stained
arrows spin like weathervanes pointing north, south,
east, west. Where to next? Where to? How many
shoes will dance by themselves along the waterways?
Safekeeping
Sweaty from garden work he comes calling
with the first ripened cucumber, offers
first bite. I open my mouth with the rush
of a new bride. These days we look more
deeply into each other’s eyes. Did we say
Happy 50 years of union? How shocking
or should I say miraculous. So much life
— youthful lust, sweet disorders, far tamer
hours of infinite care. We did not always
wear halos, not always stand as lovely trees
but stayed long enough to own, then leave
our lapses in their shadows, succeed
in each day’s tending, guarding, feeding,
bountiful safekeeping — this love of ours.