Dimitri Reyes
Ode to the MacDonald's by My House
Your drive thru was the first back I ever leaned into
while I learned to speak niceties clear and slow.
Where my eyes became attracted to the glow
of the arch you were my first real crush, the first ex
to damage my insides.
Never did I discriminate between
play date and play place and every Saturday
I remember how you made me feel, crackling warmth
verbatim, through a speakerbox,
Hello.
Can I take your order?
Do you want fries with that?
Behind my missing baby tooth, all I could say was yes.
Yes, please.
A Brown Boy High-School Narrative Set to the Twilight Saga
Empty chapters for a pen
pricking myself on personality
that existed in the pages of a book or screen.
Sprouted from roots
I wore my hair like Jacob Black
and craved barbarian.
Having dreams where I cried
into my own chest—
selling a heart in my hands
to another self thin-
like strands of hair braided |
in the heat of
1 little, 2 little, 3 little
indian boy songs
that lulled me to a nursery rhyme sleep.
Into the thickness of gratitude
I told my friends
I switched to team werewolf
because being an indian boy
now made me a cute boy for 4 more movies.
Hollywood taught me ritual skin,
not white enough to be a vampire,
caramel & coppertone became the yearning
attraction of a wild life.
My largest organ of little indian boy
bound fiction to fact.
Commercialism skin
to be a teen dream
absent of stubble on my chin
wearing a clean shave like war paints.
For my fifteenth birthday
I autographed my candles
with my indigenous name:
Come Mierda
not Taino nor native
just Narcissus in the language
of a lost tribe.
This mop at the peak of my body
was pop culture silo
a Hot Topic headdress
a stockpile of smooth walks
and silky locks paying service
to a God-silver screen